Myself
Myself
What do I do to ingore them behind me?
Do I follow my instincts blindly?
Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams
And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening?
Do I sit here and try to stand it?
Or do I try to catch them red-handed?
Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness?
Or do I trust nobody and live in lonliness?
Because I can??â??â??t hold on when I??â??â??m stretched so thin
I make the right moves but I??â??â??m lost within
I put on my daily facade but then
I just end up getting hurt again
By myself
Myself
I ask why
But in my mind I find
I can??â??â??t rely on myself
Myself
I ask why
But in my mind I find
I can??â??â??t rely on myself
I can??â??â??t look around
It??â??â??s too much to take in
I can??â??â??t hold back
When I??â??â??m stretched so thin
I can??â??â??t slow down
Watching everything spin
I can??â??â??t look back
Starting over again
If I turn my back I??â??â??m defenceless
And to go blindly seems senceless
If I hide my pride and let it all go on
Then they??â??â??ll take from me ??â??â??til everything is gone
If I let them go I??â??â??ll be outdone
But if I try to catch them I??â??â??ll be outrun
If I??â??â??m killed by the questions like a cancer
Then I??â??â??ll be buried in the silence of the answer
By myself
Myself
I ask why
But in my mind I find
I can??â??â??t rely on myself
Myself
I ask why
But in my mind I find
I can??â??â??t rely on myself
I can??â??â??t look around
It??â??â??s too much to take in
I can??â??â??t hold back
When I??â??â??m stretched so thin
I can??â??â??t slow down
Watching everything spin
I can??â??â??t look back
Starting over again
Don??â??â??t you know
I can??â??â??t tell you how to make it go
No matter what I do, how hard I try
I can??â??â??t seem to convince myself why
I??â??â??m stuck on the outside
Don??â??â??t you know
I can??â??â??t tell you how to make it go
No matter what I do, how hard I try
I can??â??â??t seem to convince myself why
I??â??â??m stuck on the outside
Don??â??â??t you know
I can??â??â??t tell you how to make it go
No matter what I do, how hard I try
I can??â??â??t seem to convince myself why
I??â??â??m stuck on the outside
Don??â??â??t you know
I can??â??â??t tell you how to make it go
No matter what I do, how hard I try
I can??â??â??t seem to convince myself why
I??â??â??m stuck on the outside
Don??â??â??t you know
I can??â??â??t tell you how to make it go
No matter what I do, how hard I try
I can??â??â??t seem to convince myself why
I??â??â??m stuck on the outside
Don??â??â??t you know
I can??â??â??t tell you how to make it go
No matter what I do, how hard I try
I can??â??â??t seem to convince myself why
I??â??â??m stuck on the outside
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