Memories consume, like opening the wound,
I'm picking me apart again.
You all assume, I'm safe here in my room,
Unless I try to start again.
I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose,
Cuz inside I realize that I'm the one confused.
I don't know what's worth fighting for, or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate, and say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way, I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit,
I'm breaking the habit, tonight.
Clutching my cure, I tightly lock the door,
I try to catch my breath again.
I hurt much more than any time before,
I have no options left again.
I don't want to be the one the battles always choose,
Cuz inside I realize that I'm the one confused.
I don't know what's worth fighting for, or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate, and say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way, I'll never be alright
So I'm breaking the habit,
I'm breaking the habit, tonight.
I'll paint it on the walls cuz I'm the one at fault
I'll never fight again
And this is how it ends
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